Discontent

I find it interesting that once you get a feeling of discontentment with a job, problems and issues seems to multiply. I am an independent contractor for a major bookseller, serving as a customer service agent out of my home. For the most part I've really enjoyed it, been doing it for a little over a year. But alas, it gets old, and i feel limited on what i can do. Why does it seem to compound, and in such a short time? I can't wait to be done, and I dread working. But I know i need to be patient and wait until the next opportunity.

Then there is an element of excitement for something new, along with the fear of something new.

Its hard to know what's the right thing for me. I know God has it in His hands and need to trust in His wisdom.

*Sigh*

Pizza - its Friday night - great pizza night- Eli's not here, so we aren't limited to just cheese pizza. Yay! So, i sit here - scouring my coupons for the best deal on a great pizza. It's already 6pm - so its going to be late by the time i actually decide. Scott's not home yet, so i guess i have time. TGIF!

i'm going to try quick blog posts.